There is no blue print for life, ever notice that? You think you are doing the right things all of the time, right. Sometimes, the right things feel wrong after they are done. I met a wonderful woman in July whom had had her share of broken hearts and was not able to trust a relationship after several years of bad luck. You’ve known by reading that I had a wonderful month of August thinks to this woman. Then I became friends with her oldest daughter, a situation that had me worried until she told me I was a nice guy. Now when it comes to making decisions, I thought, if this womans children are starting l to like me and she is unable to trust a relationship at this time, the chance for the children to get hurt would surface and I would get attached to them and it would be a very difficult situation.
I decided to back away and leave it be. I thought that it was a safe decision for me to protect myself from getting hurt. Then I discover I had lost my newest Facebook friend. This incredible womans little girl! When it comes to children I worry about their feelings and became afraid that if this womans children began to like me and their mother did not, then they might get hurt themselves down the road. Only thing is, by backing off, I inadvertently feel I might have down this.
Not to mention, fit the bill as just another typical man to come along and make/brake promises. Sadly, the whole thing was out of fear of the unknown and the concern of little ones feelings.
It is hard when you like someone, then add in that they are not as ready to take the jump as you are. Truth is, I’m crazy about this woman. Though it may now be in vain and futile, I have always been proud to feel this way!