My Personal Backlash…

Watching my three sons leave tonight was the hardest one yet. Each one came back two or three times to give me a hug and each time it hit me harder and harder. I think tonight is the night for a long-awaited CRY. I miss being able to see them every morning and put them to bed every night, please tell me it will get easier? When my ex has moved onto someone else, I find myself being very selective, not only for my three sons, but for myself as well. I don’t want the first thing willing to come along but the one to take my life to the next level.

This is the first night I have ever said I am ‘NOT’ writing…I think it is time to let the pillow have those tears…

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